i made a few new friends today. One on Lit and one on Fet. The one on Lit said that he's been reading my blog! The mystery has been answered - lol! i always like to know who is reading it. No one ever comments so i never know. i'm always curious. The friend on Fet is different to any other friend i've had and i have a ton of questions. He's very open to his lifestyle and its invigorating.
i've had some things on my mind the last few days. An ex bf, who said that he will delete my number, has been texting me again. We have quite a history. One that Master knows all about. Just his texting stresses me out. i struggle back and forth with if it's a good idea or not to have him in my life. i can think of no goods. i will leave this decision in Masters hands.
i know that i am wallowing in self pity about being alone on Thanksgiving, but don't you think it's a bit sad? i'm feeling overly dramatic. Very "oh poor me" sorta thing. My being alone is being magnified. Well my being alone is being magnified by my over thinking.
Still stressing over money. Whole other topic. Holidays are coming and all that. Yay - Not!
i don't know what else. i'm sure more.............................
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