i had an appointment with my therapist tonight. We went over some of the things that have happened since i've seen her last. She said my reactions are human but also tells me they are wrong. Granted i'm allowed to have them, but how i react to what happens around me isn't always the right thing to do.
i'm sure Master is shaking His head in agreement right now. i know i know....think before i react. i know i've not done that and i seriously need to make a conscious effort to do it. See how the weekend goes. Wish me luck. Might be a hard one. Human behavior sucks! Yea, mine too. Someone hurts me so i want to hurt them for my pain. i want to control what i cannot because i'm hurt. i acknowledge it and i know its dumb but i do it anyway. i feel if i don't react then i will be walked on and seem weak. Is that true?
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