Kinda pisses me off. Other than making me very irritable sexually, it also makes me irritable emotionally. Maybe that's why i really didn't care that much that the person apparently "so close to me" confirmed to be an ass. i was just thinking in my head....eff it! Master thought that was the right attitude in this case. Ha.
It was very hard for me to edge tonight. It's getting harder as the week goes on. Why is this? Am i getting to used to the vibrator? There used to be a name for that and i forget what it is. Maybe i'll Google it tomorrow. i can't wait until Saturday!!!! I'm so on "edge" with everything. God help my parents when they come into town and God help my ex too - bwahahahaha! It'll so be worth it though. Even better because Master will be there.
Something bothered me a bit today. A friend of my Bff was released by her Master. He told her that His vanilla life was too busy to have her in it anymore. How devastating. i would completely go into a frenzy. But i don't nor do i want to think about it. Master said He will never release me and i believe Him. Not that He needed to, but He put my mind at ease when He said that. i do truly feel horrible for this sub though. i wish there was something i could do. i hope there is a support group and/or people she can reach out to. my heart goes out to her.
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