Today has been one of the hardest days i've ever had. Being alone on Thanksgiving. A family holiday. It's been hard. Friends have text me and i greatly appreciate that. i'm grateful. i'm grateful for them and i'm grateful for Him.
It's hard being alone. i've read many statements that say you must love yourself. i'm still trying to figure out how to do that. Do you love yourself by physical features? Your attributes? What? How? If you know, please share.
Do you love yourself once you are happy? Do you keep doing things that make you happy so you love yourself? It's all very confusing.
So i guess because today is the day of being thankful, i suppose i should list things i am thankful for, right?
i am thankful for Master.
i am thankful for being owned.
i am thankful for my tasks.
i am thankful for my collar.
i am thankful for my friends. My true friends, not the fake ones.
i am thankful for my child.
i am thankful for my parents help.
i am thankful that i can cook really good when i want to.
i am thankful that my grandmother is still alive so that my child will always remember what a great woman she is.
i am thankful that i have this blog.
i am thankful for the community that we are in and that i am still learning.
i need Monday. i do miss Him terribly and i am most likely feeling so down because its a holiday. The next one will be better as i will be with family.
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