i had to ask if Master could please move our night from Saturday to Friday. Personal reasons i won't go into. He called me earlier than expected. i was happy, but just not as prepared as i would have liked to be. i wore something that He purchased for me. Again, He made me cum so strong. i even remember Him asking me if i was okay. He just does that to me. my body becomes so very tense. The feeling is amazing. Something that no one has ever made me feel before. i feel very fulfilled when He takes me there. i always look forward to the next time. i'm very greedy for Him. He makes me wait though. He is very patient, where i am not.
He's taught me some patience and that everything happens for a reason. Some days when i am running late or i drop something and have to clean it up, i take a deep breath and remember Him. i dropped something for a reason. Be patient, clean it up, and move on. Maybe the reason is to learn patience????? Either way, it has worked for some things. The things that i can't control is more of a huge issue. Like dealing with "people".
The weekend was good because He was available all weekend. Huge help, especially this weekend with some emotional family things i had going on. i was so grateful He was around. Between Him and my friends standing by me, it made things so much easier. Granted my immediate reaction was to fly off the handle, but with His words and my deep breathing i was able to walk through the issue without any blow up on my part.
Anyway, i feel good. Things are status quo, no issues, which is fantastic. Just dealing with usual every day issues like money, etc. So deep breath again........................all is good. No matter what He is with me and everything will get worked out in the end.
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