Waiting for Monday to come. This weekend sucks. i am trying to calm myself right now and not blow up about how much i miss Him and how empty i feel. He holds my happiness. Without Him, i don't have it. Just a little glimpse of an email that He sent me this morning brought tears to my eyes. The huge ball of tears in my throat is threatening to come out. i've swallowed it a lot, but it keeps rearing it's ugly head.
i know its the weekend and i understand and all that, doesn't mean it makes it any easier.
i've gotten myself into an overthinking situation again. i can't discuss it yet, but i will after i speak with Master. Grrrrrr.............
Is it Monday yet?
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